exam month..

life as a college's student.. bit tired but soo much fun.. learn a lot from this life.. i learn ppl's behaviour.. learn to be motivated.. learn wt friend is and.. a lot more.. sometimes i do regret being me but most of the time, IM PROUD TO BE ME.. ;)

theres nothing much about friends. some are high-spirit, some do spirit-less.. *sigh.. wt to do? but alhamdulilla.. so far, i get to manage those thing yang sangat sangat semak. huh?? ape tuh? hehe.. adelaa.. let it be in my heart.

today is my 3rd day of examination. so, % i get to manage? ans is only 10%.. wow.! quite high %tage. ngee~.. so damn lazy nowadays. i always asked myself "bilalaa aku nk ade kesedaran nih?" but the ans keep repeating the same.. "u are soo lazy". ouhh oke. so dun ask me "kau da stdy ke?" "kau da buat yg dec 2008?" "kau tau tak yg itu yg ini.." i'll give an unsure ans.. trust me.

so, the point here is... stdy while u can. theres no turning back in ur life. u can just fix it. the rest, will go to Allah s.w.t.. ouhh.. btw. that day i went to Genting Highland right. stay at Awana Resort n i read this simple but AMAZING quotation.. "TURN DIFFICULTIES INTO OPPORTUNITIES" by limgohtong.. then i felt very strong right after.. (only right after. then after afew moments, red devil surround the mind again)

chupp. wt time izzit? 1 o'lock? i shud be sleeping right now. tomoro i have to wakeup early as the battle begin at 9am.. means, step out the hse at 8.. so, stop here. will update the blog when i feel want to.. ;)

kawan ke??

blog hrni ditulis atas sbb2 ntok meluahkan rasa saje. so, any objection are not allowed. haha..

mcmnih ke kawan? ble kte ajak, paya sgt nk kua.. tp ble orglen ajk, laju je.. cube time dy ajak aku, aku usaha jugak pegi.. xkre laa time tuh kering gle ke aku ikotkan je.. haihh mnusia.. mmg paya nk pk pngorbanan orglen.. klau kau rase, kwn nih da xpntg dlm hdup kau, jgn bkwn.. klau kau rase tanak wt pngorbanan ntok kwn, jgn suro orglen wt pngorbanan ntok kau. cehh. jiwa bcelaru ah.. rs cm nk g tngkan diri je.. nk off dr dunia nk g underland.. hoho..

mmg ade pepatah.. mulot tempayan bole dtutop, mulot manusia toley tutop.. tp smbil ble kau nk bwk mulot psl org?? knape suke sgt nk cte psl org kt orglen?? knape suke sgt nk mnyampai2 kn?? urgh ! ini suda lbeylaa kn.. pape nta.. seda diri tuh sket. klau kte nih perfect, nk bukak cte psl org xkesa la jugak kn.. bnd awk pon tonggang tbalek.. astaghfirullah..

lagi satu, yg kau paya sgt nk trime sala orglen npe?? npe kau r=toley nk trime dri orglen seadanye?? baguss sgtkah diri kau tuh? ceh!

p/s : aku xkesa org nk kate "ppuan... sket2 nk snsitif.." da mmg aku ppuan, bia ah.. da mmg naluri ppuan nih dlahirkan ntok berasa sensitif dgn psekitaran dy.. pduli pe kn..? haha

tp wlaupepun, stelah 5 taun ak kt asrama, aku blaja erti mhargai dan mnerima orglen seadanya.. kita nih sume mnusia biase, hamba ALLAH.. tade yg perfect, sume pasti ade kkurangan dan klebihan masing2.. yg kurang saling menasihati bukan saling mbenci.. yg lebih saling bkongsi bukan saling meninggi diri..

so, blaja laa ntok mnerima org skeliling kita.. kita hdup kat dunia nih bkn sorg2 kn? kita hdup bermasy.. kau pegila mne pon, tade kau hdup sorg2. kau takan bole hdup pnye.. touching, merajuk, mara, kecewa tuh sume bnd biasa.. masing2 da besa, pndai2laa setlekan cara matang.. aku xkate aku nih perfect.. kdg2 aku pon rs mara, rs kecewa tp sume tuh xperlulaa nk lame2.. saling memaafi itu lbey baekk.. trust me! ;)

oke, maybe tuh je for now.. will cont writing nextime. ;) salam..

on the bad saturday..

assalamualaikum.. again..

woke up at about 1pm.. wt did i do last night? haha.. nothing.. jz pokering..

tatau mane nak mula. tseda je dari tdo, telintas pulak dlm otak nih nak gerak kl hrnih tapi da tghari.. "rs cm da lambat.. tapi maybe sempat lg kot" . so, call nyna ask her whether dy nak hangout or not. then she said "aku ngn mak n kakak abob nih". so, it means no.. haha.. then cal izyan pulak, bestie ever tuh.. then she said oke. so, tanye pulak kat housemates..

di bilik mbasuh..

ME : "el, kau nk g ts x hrnih? jum ah carik baju"

ELLA : pandang dgn pndgn confuse.. " cb tny syder, dy nk g tesco kn? kang dy balek dy sorg2 jelaa.. nina g term ngn kpuji sume"

ME : "syder ! nk g ts x? ella suro tny.. hehe.."

SYDER : pndg dgn pndgn same cm ella wt td "korg nih mmg setan kn? tgu, aku tny am dlu"

tinn tinn.. (tande am da sampy)

SYDER : "alaa.. kn am da sampai tuh.."

ELLA : "tape, kau turunlaa g ckp kat dy"

5min blalu... di depan pintu.. aku dan ella turun..

AM : "ha jum laa... b xkesa"

SYDER : pndg am dgn curiga je.. "b ajk pat tau.. ella, pat nk g x?"

ELLA : "nta dy tuh.."

keputusan da diambil.. aku dan ella bsiap siap nk g mnd.. dlm bilik mandi hati nih melonjak kegembiraan.. "dpt jugak g kl ngn housematess.. " sambil tersenyum riang.. lepas sume da setle mandi....

SYDER : "alah, ella tanak g pulak.. pat tanak g.. klau ella xg aku pun tanak g laa"

MYRA : dpn cermin nih.. monolog sendirian.. (saketnyee hati) "...."

SYDER : "ah, aku xg laa.."

MYRA : (ckp mcm keling masing2.. time aku slalu je jd cmnih.. time korg ajk, klau cancel g last min mmg kne maki2.. nsbek laa aku bkn jns nk cancel2 janji nih, klau x mmg da aku bls dendam. revenge of the fallen ! haha)

bsiap dgn perasaan yg sgt mara.. last2 grk laa sorg2.. haihh~~ dlm tren tuh mmg aku wt muke ketat je sampai laa da jmp izyan.. hoho barulaa aku snyum sket.. time tuh dlm kul 4lebih.. g mkn pastuh jalan2.. dlm kul 9 barulaa keputusan muktamad diambil.. hehe.. melayang lagi duwet~~ dlm kul 10lebih gerak balek ruma izyan. tdo sane. sampy around 11 sumthin.. mmg penat dan letih. mental, fizikal, poket sume koyak.. mmg terbaekk~! btw, thx to izyan yg xpenat2 melayan kerenah aku since ktorg bjumpa n thx sgt2 sbb da pilih dress yg tbaekk (tp dy jd setan xbg aku pkai tudung~! hahaha).. ilysm bestie!